Kamis, 13 Desember 2012

Musikalisasi Puisi- Mungkin Nanti

Duduk diam dalam bisuku
ingat kenangan indah itu
Saat dirimu buatku terpaku
dan yang kutau kau cintaku

Namun kini kau telah jauh disana
Waktu tak izinkan kita tuk bersama

Berharap dalam hati
semuanya akan kembali
saat kuterbangun dan kau yang selalu ada disisiku
kau yang sinari hariku
saat masalah menghantamku
kau yang tenangkan jiwaku

biarpun tahun berlalu
dan musim tahun bergannti
burung berhenti berkicau
ku tetap setia menanti

dan bila suatu saat nanti
ku kan bawa kau kembali
bersama aku disini
hingga di kemudian hari :)




Catatan:
-Nyanyikan lagunya dengan nada lagu 'mungkin nanti-peterpan'

Sabtu, 24 November 2012

Oh How I Wish...

A  : He only loves you
B  : Oh yeah? then, why did he leave me alone?
A  : That is it. He doesn't want to hurt you anymore
B  : He's hurt me
A  : You don't understand
B  : yea, I don't. That's why he choose you, huh? 
A : No! You misunderstand about us. we're just-
B  : Enough! I know the truth, you don't have to tell me anything!
A  : Hey please... He really loves you, he never loves me. He just ca-
B  : WHAT?! Please, I've tried understand everything when you're together, both of you. and i just cry the whole night. And now, you say he loves me? HAHA,RUBBISH!

*someone's coming*

C  : I do love you (he whispers)

*A is going out*
B  : What are you doing here?! GO! Leave me alone!
C  : The biggest mistake of my life is listening to what did people say and didn't follow my heart to always stay here with you. I do regret with everything that I've done to you yesterday.
B  : SHIT. haha
C  : I know I was wrong. I know everything I do is always wrong in front of you. I am the stupid man ever. I still love you, like before. when I tried to forget you and I just can't. Then I know it's love.
B  : then why did you leave me? *start crying*
C: Hey, don't cry please.. *his hand through my cheek*
B  : don't touch me! What dya care about with me? huh?
C  : hey listen... I don't want to hurt you anymore, when I didn't exist and you need me and I just can't be there for you.
B  : I do not understand what's on your mind. you never know what does my heart feel. I try to understand you at the time and then you leave me. just for that girl
C  : that's my mistake, I should keep my love only for you. but when I with her, I can't feel the love like when I'm with you. don't cry, please. I love you. I know I'm the stupid one. I can't prove my promises. so, I won't make any promise but I'll prove that I love you.
B  : *still crying*
C  : I love you yesterday, tomorrow and always

*C is starting to go away*
and at the time, B reaching C's hand. 

B  : I love you too *with the tears in her eyes*
*C hugs B*
C  : I'll always beside you, love. Please forgive me
B  : Just forgot all of these
C  : Don't be sad. I love you *C kiss B's forehead*

Rabu, 24 Oktober 2012

Total Eclipse of The Heart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming 'round. Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears.
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by. Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes.
Turnaround, bright eyes. Every now and then I fall apart. Turnaround, bright eyes. Every now and then I fall apart.
 
And I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever.. and if you only hold me tight, we'll be holding on forever. And we'll only be making it right 'cause we'll never be wrong. Together we can take it to the end of the line, your love is like a shadow on me all of the time. I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark, we're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks. I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight forever's gonna start tonight.
 
Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart. There's nothing I can do A total eclipse of the heart. Once upon a time there was light in my life, now there's only love in the dark. Nothing I can do A total eclipse of the heart.
 
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild. Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms. Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry. Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in you eyes. Turnaround, bright eyes. Every now and then I fall apart. Turnaround, bright eyes. Every now and then I fall apart.
 
And I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever and if you only hold me tight, we'll be holding on forever. And we'll only be making it right, 'cause we'll never be wrong. Together we can take it to the end of the line your love is like a shadow on me all of the time. I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark, we're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks. I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight Forever's gonna start tonight.
 
Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart. Nothing I can do a total eclipse of the heart.

Minggu, 21 Oktober 2012

This is my feeling

Miss you by my side right now. aku bernafas bukan untukmu, melainkan untuk diriku. karena aku masih ingin hidup, hidup untuk mencintaimu. aku tahu dirimu telah jauh disana, tak akan kembali padaku. Tetapi aku tetap menunggumu. Setiap musim berganti, tahun berlalu, hati ini masih menyimpan rasa kepadamu. Entah mengapa, ini kurasakan.

 Aku terjerumus dalam ilusiku kedalam khayalmu, membayangkan saat semua kembali normal. Saat matahari terbit dan aku tahu kau masih miliku, saat petang berganti malam dan kau yang selalu disisiku. Sekarang semuanya berbeda. Tiap aku membuka mata dan yang ada hanya sekumpulan memori indah antara kau dan aku. 

Ketika aku ingin menutup mata, bibirku membeku, namun hatiku berkata 'selamat malam' untukmu yang disana. Aku tidak menikmatinya, saat aku harus berpura-pura tidak mencintaimu lagi. Saat aku berharap kau masih memiliki perasaan yang sama, semua itu bagai penyesalan bagiku. saat aku harus melihatmu dengan dirinya, ya... it's hurt. Saat aku harus menerima kenyataan bahwa dirimu telah memilih jalan yang berlawanan denganku.

Aku tidak mengerti apa yang kufikirkan, apa yang kurasakan, aku menjalaninya. Semua candaku bersama mereka terkadang membuatku melupakanmu. Namun, saat aku mulai membiarkan hal itu terjadi, fikiranku melayang. sebutir air yang volumenya sangat kecil mulai terbendung dimataku. Ketika aku membiarkan fikiranku semakin melayang, air yang tak ada nilainya itu jatuh dari ujung kelopak mataku lalu membasahi pipiku, berjalan sesuai keadaan dan membuatku terlihat payah.

kau tahu? Aku sangat tidak ingin menangis lagi. Bagiku air mata itu sia-sia, tak berguna. Air mata itu lambang kelemahan, aku lemah di hadapanmu walaupun aku tak ingin mengakuinya. Kemana pun aku pergi, dirimu selalu membayangiku. ketika aku pergi ke tempat dimana kita bersama, aku merindukanmu. Aku tahu, kau tak akan mengerti mengapa aku begini, mengapa jalan fikiranku rumit. aku faham. Segala hal tentangmu, aku selalu berusaha tidak mengingatnya lagi. Tetapi ingatan itu mendatangiku, selalu.

Aku berharap kau mengerti apa yang hatiku bicarakan padamu, bagaimana cinta ini merasuk dalam jiwaku dan menjadi bagian dari diriku. aku berharap cinta ini tidak melukiskan air mata lagi dalam hidupku. I miss you so much. and sorry for the mistake I did.